Monday 12 July 2021

A Baptism born out of listening and being

 



A Baptism born out of listening and being

It was April 2017 when our family moved to Dorset to begin listening to its rural communities.  The method – a kind of dual listening – one ear to God, being reminded of His unchanging promises and coming Kingdom and the other to the community.   As we listened three questions were formed.

 

1).  What is the cry of the community?

2).  What does the biblical imagination have to say to it?

3).  What does it look like for Christians to live together as if the kingdom of God has already come?

 

The cry of the community became clear quite clearly – division.   Everywhere there was brokenness.   Every activity begun and celebrated soon became broken, split, and ended in pain.   Factions were many.   Community pages riddled with conflict.  And two churches that attempted to church plant had become broken, split, divided and as a result Christianity was something outside the village and ‘banned’ from the village hall.   The biblical imagination led us to renewed emphasis of trinitarian theology – we wanted to answer Jesus’ prayer – ‘may they be one as we are one’.   We saw the village covered in oil, the very presence of God coming as we as a community began to love each other.  We heard Gods calling that as the Christians in the village we were to demonstrate this coming kingdom, by loving the other, disagreeing well and celebrating difference.  

 

The invitations began to come as we listened.  Too many to discuss here.  But for this story I will tell you of the toddler group.   The group was down to very few families, tired and weary leaders and it began to look like this club would go the way of so many others – closure.  Emma was handed the keys, and with other leaders she gathered began to revive the group.  Pre lockdown seeing 80-100 attendees, all in a positive atmosphere where all our celebrated, all is safe, all are welcoming.   It was here that we would first meet Sadie. (back to that in a minute). 

 

Through lots of other invitations – a few of us started to gather for dinner to learn from one another and cheer each other on our Christian journey.   Then lockdown.  Early on, we sensed God, not to rush in and be the saviours of the village but to cheer on and join in the communities’ efforts.  Then after a few months we began a village church Facebook page to discuss all things spiritual as we journeyed through such strange times.  A number of us began to meet online for the first time, to pray, to laugh and to support.   The decision was made that we would all commit to praying and studying and that our online meeting would be sharing what God has said and is doing.   It’s a wonderful place to be.   It’s growing.  It’s beautiful.   All participate.  One of the members described the church as ‘a people from every different background, different places, different theologies, but somehow as we journey together the Holy Spirit helps us fall in love one another.’  I call it glee church – all the ones who don’t fit anywhere else!  Somehow, without trying we were a group of ‘others’, loving one another, a sign to the community who were inviting us to bring the wider community together. Marvellous!

 

As we continued to listen, a lady came to buy a push chair from us.  It was Sadie from the toddler group.   She said something in her conversation about God – and we felt it right to go back to her and ask if she was a Christian.  She wasn’t sure but was keen to find out more.  She joined our ‘Glee’ church and joined in!  We did an Alpha at her and other requests.  She was filled with the Spirit as we watched the videos meant for the big celebratory weekend.  And we had the privilege of baptising her this Sunday just gone. 

 

It was the first time we had met as a group.  The first time Glee church had gathered.  I was anxious. 

 

No need to be!  It was wonderful. We shared dinner together, we heard Sadie’s testimony and then one after another, members of the group stepped forward to give prophecy, word, and pray for her.  A marvellous golden thread throughout, so obvious that people were hearing from God. We then baptised her before all the kids jumped in the pool to join us all.  It was wonderful.  One member on their return home stated, ‘it was church, how it should be’!

 

As I reflect – God has done so much – and it has all been done through the posture of listening and joining in with God.  The community are being heard, God’s kingdom is coming, and it is being expressed by a community of saints who live counter to the world.  There is only one person who deserves all the credit – that is God almighty, father, son, and Holy Spirit.  All we have done is tried to listen and find the courage to join in!

 

Sunday 4 April 2021

Incredible first words

 




We have spent the last week dwelling at the cross

Listening to Jesus’ last remarkable words.

We heard – pre-emptive forgiveness – ‘father forgive’ –

We heard of the paradise of relationship with God – available on the mountaintop but also when a criminal hanging on a cross.

We saw the new church created – a place for grieving heartbroken mothers, and despondent young disciples.

We heard Jesus cry out in pain – ‘why have you abandoned me God’?  Allowing us to follow – to be honest – real – authentic.

We have learnt about God’s thirst for us – as he pursues us with love and mercy

And we have seen ‘It is finished’…

God’s heart revealed – the reason he came done – us – won!

Into your hands, I commit my spirit.

And Jesus died.

 

They were not Jesus last words!

Today we swap the cross for the empty tomb and we hear incredible words for you and for me…

Let us listen…

 

Mary of Magdala has swapped the cross for the tomb.

But… the mood is the same… she is weeping.

Weeping for days as she watched her saviour brutally killed.

Now, this very morning, she has the added distress of Jesus body having been taken.

They have abused him, whipped him, tortured him and killed him – why could they let him now rest in peace?

 

Mary is weeping.

What is it we are weeping about this morning? /

What things lay heavy? Testing our sensitivities?  Getting us down?

What things keep us awake at night?

And who are we weeping with this morning?

Who do we know who is grieving?  Struggling?  Suffering? Distraught?

Friend? Someone on the news? 

Who is crying bitterly this day?

This morning we begin by being invited to stands with Mary as she weeps…

 

Let us just have one last look inside the tomb – we might be surprised what we see!

As we look in – we see Angels – both in white – one at the head of where Jesus should be laid – and one at the feet…

Where had they come from?

They were not there a minute ago when Peter and John were inside the tomb?

Or maybe they were

Maybe sometimes you can only see angels through tears.

When people are afraid, angels say ‘do not be scared’

When people cry, angels ask why? 

Why are you weeping? 

And its here we can name it – we can say the things on our heart.

My dignity has gone, my marriage has no love, my children do not talk to me, I have a parent with dementia, a partner with depression – I have little hope – little to live for – I am completely alone.

All out tears and pain summed up with Mary’s tears.

 

Mary is asked once again, this time by a man,

‘why are you crying’?

Who is this man?  What is it got to do with him?  Who is he? Wait a minute – maybe he knows… 

Through tears it is hard to see – Mary guesses it is the gardener…

Of course, she is wrong… but in another beautiful way she is right…

For this is the new creation of easter Sunday

Jesus is the beginning of it.

The new Adam, the gardener, charged with bringing chaos of God’s creation into new order, into flower, into fruitfulness.

He has come to uproot the thorns and thistles and replace them with blossoms and harvests.

And as we come with Mary to this mysterious man with all our pain and suffering- he can make something beautiful with us too –

The gardener is here – transformation is here – new life is here – hope is here – healing is here – beauty from ashes is here – tears to joy is here

This gardener is Jesus – the risen Christ – and he is here.

 

‘What are you looking for’, Jesus second word…

A question he asks each one of us this morning

What are we looking for?

Security?  Protection? Survival?  Achievement?  Success?  Love?  Happiness?

The Bible is clear that we are looking for God – desperate to be a in a right relationship with Him…

And Mary gets it right!  ‘I am looking for my Jesus’.

Mary is hungering and thirsting for Jesus and she finds him

And if we thirst and hunger – we will find him too –

Then his presence will be ours – and that presence makes everything else on the planet redundant – incomparable to the peace we have in Jesus

So, let us be looking for Jesus with Mary.

Not just this special morning… but when we are shopping, watching TV, listening to radio, driving, at work, because the good news that paradise relationship is in all those places too.

We just need to be looking!

 

The 3rd word ‘Mary’.

Hear him say that name ‘Mary’

Now hear him say yours…

Because of the cross, wherever you go, whatever you face he is with you.

Every trial, every storm, every doubt – he is with you.

In that name ‘Mary’, he says yours, and it means ‘here I am with you – here we are together’

Hear him say your name – here the personal relationship

He knows you – created you – knows what is best and is creating a masterpiece out of your life

Here him say your name

The third word ‘Mary’

 

‘Rabbouni’ or ‘teacher’ – Mary recognises him at last – her rabbi

But she is wrong.

That was the relationship before the cross – now everything is different!

Maybe you had someone you called ‘Sir’ or ‘Uncle’ or MR and Mr’s growing up – and one day they say call me by my first name… a relationship change…

OR the day I was able to call myself a husband and a father.  A significant relationship change…

Well listen to the next word from Jesus…

 

In the gospel of John God is referred to as ‘my father, the father who sent me’

The disciples are referred to as ‘disciples, servants and friends’…

But now hear the amazing 4th word

‘go to my brothers (YES BROTHERS – FAMILY) and say to them, I am going up to my father and your father (YOUR FATHER) to my God and your God (YOUR GOD)

Incredible words – now because of the cross – we are now brothers and siters with Jesus and his father is now our father – because of the cross – everything has changed.

Something has altered

A new relationship has been ushered in.

Those looking for the master – are welcomed into a new world – where we can know the untameable, unfathomable, all powerful God as our daddy. 

We are now his intimate children.

 

Finally.  The 5th word. 

Do not cling to me Mary, go and tell my brothers’

No more watching and learning from me – I am now sending you to tell everyone about me.

Go and tell Mary.

And she does – she runs and declares the beautiful testimony

‘I have seen the Lord’

And for who search and find – for `all who have had tears wiped away – we shout with Mary ‘I have seen the Lord’.

 

Easter Sunday – amazing words.

Why are you crying – an invitation to offload and bring who you are and how you are

What are you looking for?  A challenge – and if we get it right

We hear our name – intimate relationship – paradise – every moment – every day.

We hear brother, sister and father – a new relationship

And we can only but respond to ‘go and tell’.

 

It has been an utter privilege journeying with you all this past week…

May you know this morning the risen Christ – the power of God almighty, father son and holy spirit – and may he with us all for evermore… Amen.

Friday 2 April 2021

It is finished

 



The final words were muttered today.

‘It is finished’, came the cry…

How did he say those words?

Remember, he has been screaming in pain…

Remember, he is so so thirsty…

Remember the torture he has been through…

Remember that the way people die from crucifixion is through suffocation – the inability to breath.

So, hear these last words through gasped breath… through searing pain… 

 

But also hear them said, almost unbelievably, joyfully!

‘It is finished’

Hear it said through a slightly crooked grin or blood-stained smile,

‘It is finished’

In the same way as Michael Angelo would have shouted as he painted the last brushstroke on the Sistine chapel.

In the same way as Mozart would have shouted as he penned the last note of a requiem

Jesus full of accomplishment manages a victory cry ‘It is finished’.

 

But what has Jesus finished?

 

Jesus said earlier ‘my nourishment comes from doing the will of God, who sent me, and from finishing his work’.

The will of God was to win us

To sacrifice himself – so that we may know love

And now today ‘it is finished’. 

 

Jesus came to reveal the heart of God.

Reading the OT without Jesus, its easy to misunderstand God.

To see hate when there is only love

To see rules and regulations when there is only freedom.

Jesus came so that we may never misunderstand God again.

Jesus said earlier in his great prayer ‘I have revealed you to the world’

An echo of the introduction to the gospel of John ‘nobody has seen God, the one and only has made him known’.

And my, how Jesus has shown the father’s heart.

Welcoming the sinner

Loving the outcast

Healing the sick

Standing up against injustice

To name a few… and now the great crescendo of love – death – dying so that others may have life

Showing the heart of God to the world – ‘It is finished’!

 

John has what is called the seven signs.

First – Jesus turning water into wine – 987 bottles of chateau neaf de Nazareth!  

Jesus’ dancing and having a great time.

That is what God is like.

 

Second – healing of the roman royal officials’ son

A man of high standing in the kingdom of herod.

Who swallows his pride to ask a carpenter for help?

And Jesus heals the boy from a distance.

That is what God is like!

 

Third – a healing of a paralysed man

A man stuck on the edge of a pool with supposedly magical powers

Desperate to be healed – desperate to be well

And with one word from Jesus – all is well!

That is what God is like.

 

Fourth – the feeding of the 20,000 people (they only counted the 5000 men)

A bit of fish, miserly rubbish bread – yet all were filled with leftovers. 

Abundance.

That is what God is like!

 

Fifth – walking on water

And when all who see are terrified

We hear the most common command in scripture

‘Do not be afraid’

That is what our God is like.,

 

Sixth – The man born blind able to see

That is what our God is like.

 

Seventh – raising of Lazarus from the dead. 

Raised with tears of passion in the eyes of Jesus.

That is what our God is like.

 

And now the incredible crescendo – the cross

Where all is sacrificed

Where the price was paid.

That is what our God is like.

 

Showing God’s heart

It is finished!

 

Jesus came to redeem the entire world

To bring back the paradise of the garden

To begin enlarging shalom once again

Making all right – with self – with other – with land and with God and…

‘It is finished’

 

Grace – Grace – utter amazing grace

‘It is finished’

The redemptive purposes of God fulfilled.

Now no sacrifices needed

It is finished.

 

And he shouts it and gives himself up to death – the lamb of God – perfect – spotless – sinless – righteousness – and takes away the sin of the world –

 

It is finished – hallelujah – hallelujah – hallelujah.

It is finished.

 

And then finally, almost peacefully,

‘into your hands I commit my spirit’– and Jesus died…

 

 

What is your it is finished?

 

Back to Sunday – father forgive.

Still beating yourself up about mistakes – sin – shame

IT IS FINISHED! 

You are forgiven – now go and fall into the arms of your saviour.

IT IS FINISHED

 

Back to Monday – paradise

Are you always waiting for life to be sorted in the magical fictional place of tomorrow? 

Are you waiting for the next best thing?

For this or that to be sorted to be finally free to enjoy life…

IT is finished.

Paradise is a relationship not a place

And on that Friday we call good – the curtain that kept God’s presence was split open – and what was once only available to one person – one time of the year was now available for everyone.,

IT is finished.

What ever you are going through – wherever you are – whatever you face

Paradise. 

And you can bring that paradise to others. 

Today – you can know paradise because

‘It is finished’

 

What is your ‘it is finished’

Feeling alone – lack of family – lack of community

Tired of little support

It is finished

A new community – a new family – the church – created at the cross.

A place to belong

A place to be seen

A place to love and be loved

A place to share joy and sadness

A place where Jesus is…  

Come because…

‘It is finished’.

 

Back to Wednesday – ‘my God, My God why have you forsaken me’

Filled with private doubts – deep searching questions – pain beyond belief

Tired of putting on an act – wearing a mask – trying to be someone you are not…

‘It is finished’

Jesus’ cry of doubt and of pain – allows us to be authentic – real – honest

And we find around us a community who will sit in the darkness and walk with us to light

And a God that understands and empathises,

It is finished.

 

Back to last night – I thirst

All those with low self-esteem – it is finished –

How dare we see that which God loves as imperfect and floored!

It is finished.

God thirsted after us – pursues us with goodness and love

It is finished.

 

Anxiousness – little hope – no purpose

It is finished

We can now be who we were created to be

In relationship with God

Forgiven

Paradise

Eternal life

Healed

Family

Shalom…

 

All because Jesus shouted, ‘It is finished’!

 

We thank you Lord – for ‘It is finished’. 

 

Everything has changed because of ‘It is finished’. 

 

 

Thursday 1 April 2021

I thirst

 



Ever been thirsty – you know – really really thirsty?

In 1996, a young marine corporal called Joey Mora was standing on an aircraft carrier patrolling the Iranian sea.

He fell overboard – but his absence was not known for 36 hours.

A search and rescue mission began but was given up after 24 hours.

No one could survive the sea for that amount of time.

His parents were notified that their son was ‘missing and presumed dead’.

The rest of the story is one of those that scriptwriters for movies would reject as completely unbelievable.

Four Pakistani fisherman found Joey Mora about 72 hours after he had fallen into the sea.

He was treading water in his sleep, clinging to a makeshift flotation device made from his trousers – a skill learned at military survival training.

He was completely delirious when they pulled him into the fishing boat.

His tongue dry, cracked and his throat parched.

Fast forward 2 year and Joey is being interviewed on a US chat show, where he recounted the unbelievable story of will to live and survive.

He shared that it was God who kept him alive.

His discovery was akin to finding a needle in the largest of haystacks.

He was asked, ‘what was the most excruciating thing’?

Joey said that the thought that took over his body, and pounded in his brain was one thing… water… water… water…

I thirst!

Have you ever been thirsty?

 

Jesus has claimed to be the quencher of thirsts in scripture.

‘Whoever believes in me will never be thirsty’

‘If anyone is thirsty, come to me’.

Jesus offered living water – and an abundant of supply.

Jesus promised to satisfy thirst for ever for those who believe in him.

And this Jesus is now saying his 5th word from the cross ‘I thirst’.

The thirst quencher is now thirsty.

 

Had the water of life failed?

Had the water run out for good?

‘He thinks he can save others – but look – he can’t even save himself.

 

‘I thirst’

 

Thirst always means so much more in the bible than ‘I need a drink’.

To thirst is to yearn, to long for, to be desperate with desire.

And Jesus says, ‘I thirst’.

 

In the sermon on the mount, Jesus blessed those who ‘thirst for righteousness’.

Meaning, blessed are those who are desperate for God’s kingdom to come on earth – as much as Joey Mora thirsted for water.

The Psalmist prays ‘My soul thirst for God, the living God’.

Each and every one of us is made to be in relationship with God.

Made to join in the enlarging of shalom

Made to be bringers of healing and peace

Made to see justice.

Each and every one of us made for community.

Every single one of us, thirsting for God, and only when we are with Him, and we join in with what he is doing, does that thirst disappear.

We are so thirsty.

We try to hide it… cover it up with the next best thing… the new hobby, plaything, drug or indulgence but… when we allow ourselves to feel…

We are so thirsty.

 

And for the first time in Jesus’ life – as the greatest transfer took place – all our sin, and death, and darkness and separateness from God was placed squarely on the shoulders of Jesus…  He now thirsts like us…

He is thirsty… longing after God… longing after the presence of the father. 

Thirsting for intimacy…

I thirst. 

 

Jesus at the cross reminding us that he is fully human – thirst…

Jesus at the cross – experiencing every human emotion – every human desire –

So that as the writer to the Hebrews says – we can come to him – a high priest who empathises with all our struggles.

He knows what its like to be in pain, to not know the father’s presence, to live in brokenness and despair…

He understands

And he welcomes us to hear all of that summed up with ‘I thirst’.

 

But there was another thirst that kept Jesus going…

A thirst that helped him endure the whip, the beatings, the disdain, and the abuse. 

A thirst that helped him get up as he collapsed under the weight of the cross.

A thirst that got him to the cross when everything within him was terrified.

And what was that thirst? 

A thirst Us.

You and me.

 

God thirsts for us.

Gods got this thing for us!

God is determined – through creation, the words of the prophets, the teaching in the law, the birth of Christ and now on the cross – to get close to us.

God has an unquenchable thirst to have us.

Yes – even us!

 

In the beautiful 23rd Psalm it says ‘surely goodness and mercy shall follow me for ever’

But a better translation is ‘surely goodness and mercy will pursue me forever’. 

God is so thirsty to know you and me – he is pursuing us with goodness and mercy. 

He will never stop chasing – never stop trying to win our hearts.

The prize that got Jesus through this dreadful week – us!

A right relationship with the triune God.

Eternity with us.

 

Too often we see the way of satisfying our thirst is to get to God..

But the only solution was God thirsting for us to such an extent that he sent his one and only Son down to meet us.

Here on the cross – he thirsts – so that we do not have too.

Leading us to thirst in a different way.

To thirst to know him and his presence.

To thirst to worship and praise

To thirst for Christian community that shows Gods love to the broken world.

To thirst for more of Gods kingdom to come.

We praise God because he said, ‘I thirst’.

 

 

 

Wednesday 31 March 2021

My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

 




Its Friday… but Sunday is coming!  The famous sermon goes…

Its Friday, and my Jesus was dead on a tree… but that was Friday… and Sundays coming!

It was Friday and Mary was crying her eyes out.  The disciples were running in every direction, like sheep without a shepherd.  But that was Friday… and Sunday is coming!

I used to love this famous sermon from Tony Campolo – and in many ways I still do… beautiful in its simplicity. 

Though, one of the reasons I love it – is that it does not allow me to dwell in the pain, the brokenness, the despair… it focuses my attention on the happy ever after of easter Sunday…

It allows me to take my eyes from the cross and focus on hope.

It allows me to take my eyes of the bloodied, beaten, defeated Jesus and look at the risen victor.

It allows me to move out of the darkness – and into the marvellous beautiful light.

It moves me from death to life.

I am not comfortable in the darkness – only able to live in the light

I am not comfortable in the pain – only able to bear it with certain hope.

 

Jesus was not afraid of the darkness.

Some of his best work happened in the dark…

He walked on water and calmed the raging seas just before dawn.

He taught Nicodemus at night-time.

Celebrated the most famous meal on maundy Thursday evening.

He rose from the dead, whilst it was still dark.

But for me… darkness is difficult. 

 

I was always complimented on my lovely services when ministering in traditional settings.!

Always picked the lively happy up-tempo songs.

I was good at preaching a belter of an uplifting sermon.

I prided myself that people would leave church happier than when they arrived.

Church was feel-good, happy and joyful…  

It was uplifting…

 

Preaching in the local church recently – I was phoned up before the service by 2 different people.

‘Sorry we won’t be there to listen to you this morning Ben, life is just too hard for church at the moment’.

I arrive – more apologies from people, telling me friends and spouses can’t be there – too tired – too broken and for some too many doubts and too many questions.

A family going through a difficult time – felt too ashamed to be at church…

 

I remember another friend – who had lost a son – felt utterly alone in her grief because no one would talk to her about it…

People unable to talk because they could not solve, could not fix – so let us ignore the problem.

 

We are not good with darkness… 

 

We have heard Jesus forgive us all before we even fall on our knees and repent – and instead of falling on our knees we can fall into the loving arms of our father God. 

We have heard Jesus tell us that whatever we are going through, whatever we face that today, we can be with him in paradise.  Paradise being a relationship not a place.

We have seen Jesus create the first church for the broken and the outcast with the words, mother your son, son your mother. 

 

Now its time for Jesus to share how he is doing on the cross – in the darkness.  Jesus, how are you doing?

Good thanks!  How about you?  Says nearly every Christian on a Sunday morning!

 

Not Jesus.

 

Jesus boasted throughout his life – that he and the father were one.   Intimate… love… one…  

But now we are at rock bottom.

The intimacy Jesus has always enjoyed with the father has gone. 

That paradise – that feeling of love – that oneness – gone.

Why?  Well, my friends, Jesus’ rock bottom is good news for us.


It was at the cross the greatest transfer took place.

All our sin, all our wrongdoing – all those things that disrupted paradise –

All of that, that kept us from knowing and being with God.  

God hated it– couldn’t be near it – couldn’t come close to us - and the penalty of that sin was separation, death and darkness. 

It was at this very moment on the cross – all that wrongdoing – all that brokenness was placed onto the shoulders of Jesus. 

And that gap between God and us – the death – the darkness - removed and for the first time – Jesus feels that death – separated from the father.  

Darkness… death… pain… sorrow.

Rock bottom.

 

Jesus was dying as a sacrifice for us

Jesus was dying to get rid of the punishment on us

Jesus was dying to remove the separation from God

The greatest transfer – he took our darkness so that we might know life…

But now is not the time for life – now is the time for darkness.

This once – let us not make everything happy and rosy…

Let is sit and hear and dwell with Jesus as he speaks his fourth word from the cross

‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’

 

Typical of Jesus – to be vulnerable – if people were mourning – he would burst into tears with them

When he was frightened – so much so – blood leaked from his head – he went for support from his sleeping friends.

And at this moment – when life is at its darkest – he shout’s ‘My God, my God why have you forsaken me’.

In front of his young disciple and the woman who loved him ‘my God, my God why have you forsaken me.

What!  The very reason he went to the cross and now he does not know where the father is…

The crowd laughing – ‘my God, my God why have you forsaken me’.

At the moment of darkness – at rock bottom – Jesus cries ‘where are you God’. 

‘Where are you’? ‘Why have you abandoned me’?  ‘Oh God, where are you’.

 

And that’s OK…

 

Thankyou Jesus for being vulnerable.

Thank you for showing us it’s OK to not be OK!

That we can express doubts and struggles.

Share are anger and pain.

 

 

In the previous words he began the new family – the church.

Now he is showing us that in that family its OK to doubt, too not believe, to ask difficult questions.

Its OK to be angry, to be broken,

Its OK to feel rubbish.

Its OK to be vulnerable.

For the rest of us – the gift is to hear the pain – to sit with them in the darkness

To be love.  

And allow them to teach us about God – waiting for permission to bring all that God has made us – to them.

 

And when it comes to evangelism – where most of us have been taught to share slick stories, wonderful apologetics, unshakable faith… we hear

 

‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me’?

 

We do not need to pretend with anyone.

Our message can be – life is difficult – I do not know where God is at the moment.  I don’t know what I am doing!

But… I still believe.  I am still searching…  I still have hope…

 

Yes Sunday is coming – and yes – god can heal – bring new life…

But for now – its OK to sit in the darkness.

May we come to God and to this community of faith with absolute honesty and vulnerability because of Jesus’ 4th word…

 

‘My God, My God, why have you forsaken me’.

 

May our community be one that does not rush to easy answers but sits with one another in the darkness.

 

In Jesus name, Amen